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MOVIE REVIEW
Wadd: The Life & Times of John C. Holmes
NC-17 –

Genre: Documentary
Year Released: 1998, 2025
Runtime: 1h 43m
Director(s): Cass Paley
Where to Watch: VOD & digital December 12, 2025

RAVING REVIEW: WADD: THE LIFE & TIMES OF JOHN C. HOLMES is not a documentary that sits quietly with an expected biography-style dive. It's blunt, direct, and in many ways deliberately unsettling, not because it tries to shock the audience, but because the subject’s life was already a spectacle of extremes. The film isn’t interested in softening Holmes’s story or turning him into a sanitized figure. Instead, it presents a portrait that forces viewers to consider how a reputation becomes a myth, how a person becomes a commodity, and how an era without boundaries creates figures who are never equipped to handle the consequences of their own fame. As a documentary, it functions both as a biography and a time capsule, revealing an industry that was being invented moment by moment, often faster than anyone could comprehend.

From the beginning, the film makes it clear that Holmes’s fame wasn’t accidental. His “rise” aligned with a cultural shift that treated adult entertainment like a renegade art form, a rebellion against restraint and censorship. At the same time, it hints at a vulnerability in him that made the attention both intoxicating and destructive. The interviews emphasize the contrast between how others saw him and what he believed about himself. Some recall him as charming, gentle, and eager to please. Others describe him as reckless, manipulative, or dangerously unpredictable. The documentary allows these conflicting accounts to coexist, making the portrait feel more human, even when the man himself behaved in ways that weren’t even remotely sympathetic.

What emerges is the story of someone who thrived in an environment where improvisation and audacity were rewarded, but who had no stability to withstand the momentum. The industry embraced him because he offered something no one else could, and he embraced the industry because it allowed him to reinvent himself as someone powerful, desirable, and indispensable. But the same persona that made him a star also became the foundation of his undoing, and the film traces that shift. It doesn’t excuse his actions or reduce them to addiction alone. Instead, it positions his choices within a larger pattern of impulsive behavior, self-delusion, and the pull of people who enabled or manipulated him because he was useful to them.

One of the most compelling aspects of the documentary is the variety of voices it includes. Instead of filtering the story through a single lens, it offers a lineup of perspectives that widen the emotional landscape. Friends, former partners, directors, performers, journalists—they all bring their own piece of the puzzle. Some speak with heartbreak, others with anger or disbelief, and a few with an almost clinical detachment. The result is a narrative built from firsthand experience rather than retrospective myth-making. It avoids the trap of portraying Holmes as a misunderstood antihero, while also avoiding the simplistic version that makes him nothing but a villain. The truth is messier, and the film treats that complexity as a strength.

The documentary is careful with its pacing, allowing the rise and fall to unfold with enough space to understand the psychological and cultural forces at play. Holmes’s early years in the industry feel almost chaotic in their momentum—rapid, constant, and audiences ready to elevate anyone who challenged convention. But over time, that momentum turns darker. The film doesn’t sensationalize the spiral into drugs, instability, and dangerous relationships, but it doesn’t shy away from it, either. Instead, it captures the loss of control as something gradual, corrosive, and inevitable. His involvement with the criminal world is not treated as a shocking twist but as the logical extension of a life with no internal boundaries.

When the film ends, it isn’t just the tragedy of Holmes’s downfall that stays with you, but the unsettling realization that this world created him and also consumed him. The documentary shows how the people closest to him kept enabling the myth even when the man behind it was falling apart. The interviews with the women in his life—partners who loved him despite the instability—offer some of the most affecting moments. Their reflections illuminate how his charisma was sustained by a need to be adored, even while he repeatedly sabotaged every relationship he touched.

The true power of WADD lies in its refusal to give easy answers. The film doesn’t tell you who Holmes really was because, in many ways, he was never one person. He was a creation, an invention of an industry that valued spectacle over stability, and a man whose self-image shifted depending on who he was pleasing or deceiving. By giving the story this kind of breadth, the documentary becomes more than a biography; it becomes a study in how fame can distort identity, how addiction can warp decision-making, and how a community built on boundary-pushing can leave its most vulnerable figures behind. It’s compelling, researched, and emotionally draining in ways that feel honest. It isn’t flawless, but it is an essential and unsettling piece of nonfiction filmmaking that captures both a human collapse and a cultural moment with unflinching clarity.

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